The Invisible Weight We Carry: A Call to Connect The Invisible Weight We Carry: A Call to Connect
- Joseph Brown
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Every day, people walk around carrying invisible burdens, emotional weight, unspoken fears, and personal struggles. While we may not see these burdens, they affect how we interact with the world and those around us. I’m writing this from a personal place of challenge, but also from the lens of having spent close to thirty years in leadership and/or management and having pivoted a few times during my career, with the biggest one taking place August 1, 2007. This evening almost turned the lights out, having fallen during a military mission some 30’, which ended my military time and left me recovering with external and internal wounds. The years after this injury event I carried a lot of feelings that were heavy! It wasn’t till I started to share and talk with my wife that I started to feel the weight lighten up drastically. Prior to this, I simply ran and ran hard…my cover was working; I would work 125 hours +/week.
Let’s explore why we carry these things, the impact on our lives and teams, and how we can lighten the load through understanding connection, resiliency, and perseverance a little better.
Why Do We Carry Things?
Fear of Vulnerability: Many hesitate to share their struggles due to fear of judgment or rejection. This can lead to isolation.
Cultural Norms: In many cultures, there's a stigma around discussing mental health or personal challenges, making it harder for individuals to seek help. I know as I was part of a few, such as The US Army and College/Professional Football.
Desire for Strength: Some believe that carrying their burdens alone shows strength or resilience, even when it becomes overwhelming.
Fear of Burdening Others: Many individuals worry that sharing their struggles will add to the stress of their friends or family, leading them to suffer in silence.
Past Trauma: Previous negative experiences may condition individuals to suppress their emotions as a coping mechanism, making it difficult to express vulnerability.
Perfectionism: People who strive for perfection may feel that admitting to struggles is a sign of failure, leading them to hide their emotions or their emotions come out in negative ways.
Lack of Coping Skills: Some individuals may not have developed effective coping strategies, causing them to internalize their feelings rather than process them.
The Impact of Carrying Weight
When we choose to carry our burdens instead of sharing them, it can create several issues...some tragic:
Increased Stress: Unshared burdens can lead to heightened anxiety and stress, affecting physical and mental health.
Team Dynamics: In team settings, hidden struggles can lead to misunderstandings, reduced collaboration, lack of listening and decreased morale. When team members carry heavy weights in silence, it hinders collective resilience and perseverance.
Communication Breakdown: When individuals don't feel safe to share, it can create a culture of silence, where unaddressed issues fester.
Trust: When team members hide their emotional weight, it can create a sense of distance. This lack of openness may lead others to feel disconnected, resulting in a decline in trust. It affects not only individual well-being but also team dynamics, communication, and overall performance.
Loss of life: The U.S. age-adjusted suicide rate is around 14.1–14.2 per 100,000 people. This represents nearly 50,000 deaths annually. Roughly 17.5 veterans commit suicide daily.
Unloading That Weight
Finding ways to unload the emotional weight we carry is crucial. Here are some effective strategies that have helped me but also those I have coached through the years:
Find a Safe Space: Seek out trusted friends, family members, or mentors with whom you can share your thoughts and feelings.
Practice Active Listening: Show up for others by listening without judgment. Sometimes, being heard is all someone needs.
Create a Routine: Set aside regular time to reflect on your feelings, whether through journaling, meditation, or casual conversations.
Engage in Community: Join groups where sharing is encouraged be it support groups, clubs, or team activities.
Get out of your brain/heart: Our ability to take what/how we are feeling and put it on paper is powerful. This simple yet profound action with create clarity and alignment for you i.e., next steps, biases, possibly a better way to solve…
The Challenges We Face
Reflecting on my journey, I recognize the weight of several significant challenges:
Navigating My Career: Transitioning through various leadership roles has been a complex and often overwhelming experience, requiring constant adaptation and resilience.
Imposter Syndrome: At times, I grappled with feelings of unworthiness, especially in high-pressure environments, questioning my abilities and achievements.
Dealing with Challenging Leaders: Navigating relationships with difficult supervisors has taught me resilience, but the emotional toll can be heavy.
Balancing College and Sports: Juggling academic responsibilities with athletic commitments was no easy feat, often leading to stress and fatigue.
Playing in the NFL: The physical and mental demands of professional sports brought immense pressure, testing my limits in ways I never anticipated.
Serving in Army: The intensity and challenges of military service have left lasting marks, and coping with trauma during reintegration has been a heavy burden to bear.
Adjusting After Service: Transitioning back to civilian life after significant service commitments has been a journey filled with uncertainty and the search for purpose.
Parenting with Limited Support: Managing family responsibilities without extended family help has added to the emotional weight, challenging my resilience daily.
House Fire: Losing our home and everything in it due to a lightning strike and fire. Tough moment…life doesn’t stop and people stop asking how you/the family are doing after a few weeks. Hard pivot…life doesn’t take a timeout.
Connection, Resiliency, and Perseverance
The Power of Connection: Connection is a fundamental aspect of resilience. Strong resilience is driven by:
Connection to Others: Building relationships fosters a sense of belonging that is vital for psychological safety.
Communication: Active listening and thoughtful conversation strengthen bonds and support emotional well-being.
“Sometimes resilience is rest and connection…not always about pushing harder.”
This is counterintuitive to most, but I urge you to think about resilience as “connection” and not “pushing harder.”
Nurturing Resiliency: Resilience is not just about bouncing back; it’s about adapting and thriving despite challenges. It involves:
Emotional Awareness: Understanding one’s feelings and those of others facilitates deeper connections.
Adaptability: Being open to change and willing to adjust one’s approach fosters resilience.
The Role of Perseverance: Perseverance is about persistence and tenacity. It’s the effort required to keep pushing forward, even when faced with difficulties. Here’s how to cultivate it:
Stay Committed: Dedication to a goal, even when it’s hard, builds character.
Embrace Challenges: Viewing obstacles as opportunities for growth enhances both individual and team resilience.
A Challenge for Change
For the next 30 days, challenge yourself to actively engage with those around you. Here’s how:
Listen More: Make it a point to listen without interrupting or judging.
Share Your Own Story: Open up about your experiences to encourage others to do the same.
Check In Regularly: Reach out to friends and colleagues to ask how they’re doing.
As you embark on this journey, observe how these small acts of kindness can change your daily interactions and the atmosphere around you.
Tie Together
Every person carries their unique burdens, often hidden beneath the surface. By being mindful of these weights and fostering an environment of psychological safety, w
e can create spaces where people feel safe to share. Remember, the greatest gift you can give is your time, energy, and heart.
Let’s strive to be more aware of what we carry and how we can lighten the load for ourselves and others. It starts with us, though, if you cannot give it to yourself, you can’t give that to anyone else – remember that!
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